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"And if he left off dreaming about you, where do you suppose you'd be? ... You'd be nowhere. Why, you're only a sort of thing in his dream! If that there King was to wake you'd go out -- bang! -- just like a candle!"

"Hush! You'll be waking him, I'm afraid, if you make so much noise."

"Well it's no use your talking about waking him when you're only one of the things in his dream. You know very well you're not real."

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

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Someone said, "this Indian summer? It will come back again," and I wondered one more time: is this a quality of the Indian, that it returns predictably but unexpectedly, and with a gift of warmth and light it takes back again? Because it does not give? And this is indigenous--is that what we're saying? At least that's what I hear. So it resonates in my head with terms more openly hateful, "Indian giver," say: "don't be an Indian giver" from the mouths of babes and a grownup or two when I was old enough to recognize in it the same adult rage you hear in the child's rhyme:

So so suck your toe
all the way to Mexico
riding on a buffalo
dirty dirty Eskimo
stick your head in a toilet bowl
because my mother told me to pick the very best one so you are not going to be it for this time:

Who is, then, going to be it?

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The term Indian summer has been used for more than two centuries. The earliest known use was by French American writer St. John de Crevecoeur in rural New York in 1778. There are several theories as to its etymology: The term is also used metaphorically to refer to anything that blooms late, or unexpectedly, or after it has lost relevance.


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Wonder: what role does it have: it imposes itself on me: what is it about amazement that awakens the question? What is it about the beauty of a face that awakens the question
in me?

(notes from Br. Thomas on three wisdoms)

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